Monday, November 23, 2009

I've been away...

...from this blog for a long time. Sorry about that!

I have not been doing much during the nine or ten months since I last posted, mostly because my creator managed to damage most of my clothing and accoutrements, all of which now need to be either replaced or repaired.

And I still haven't got a proper mask. Le Sigh.

I have however, been playing around off and on with various new or semi-new interests.

One of these is do-it-yourself bondage gear and inexpensive but fun bondage techniques.

I've also been pushing my own limits of how much stimulation my body and mind can accept before "erotic discomfort" turns into "unpleasant pain". You see, I have never eroticized pain. I'm not a masochist as far as pain play goes. I can handle quite a lot of discomfort though, if it's somehow associated with something sexy. For example, tight belts and tight-lace corsetry, uncomfortable high heels, and the like.

My creator is working on some new things - articles of clothing - toys - for me, some of which seem very ambitious. I don't know how long it will be before any of them become reality.

I have no choice but to wait for as long as it takes.

Some day I will get to dress up and "be me" again.

Some day, I will be a real rubber doll again.